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okay…first things first.

this website made me like the movie “snatch” even more than i already do. And brad pitt.

I slept til like 3 today. Goooo. But still…good day. Went to work. Hosted. I never host anymore and it was really weird. It made me so nervous. I love serving but I can’t stand hosting. It stresses me out so much. I think its because I know as a server I always get so pissed at the hostess cuz of the dumbass way she seats tables….to say the least. Gary Pinkel (pinkle??) came in tonight, and it was like Wayne Newton was eating at our restaurant. A little old lady literally came up to me and said “Is that who I think it is? Gary Pinkel?”.

Tonight was Morven’s little birthday shindig. Her birthday is Monday, but we celebrated tonight. I got home from work around 10, and there were a bunch of people at my house playing Apples to Apples. I’m so bad at that stupid game. I love it though. I usually just spend most of the time entertaining myself with the little comparisons that I make. So…I guess I have tooooo much fun–so I lose?? Well, that is what I”ll say in my defense.

Hannah and Seth and I stayed back so I could finish a glass of wine before we headed to the bars. Tonic was packed and we dind’t really feel like waiting to get in. And plus….it was Tonic. We decided to make the brutal walk downtown worth it and head over to Eastside. Sadly, we missed Voices. We stayed for the last band…Ch…I forget the name…Cascades! That’s it. We weren’t really digging ‘em. I dunno, maybe it was my mood. Or maybe I just didn’t like them. I think I just dind’t like them. I was bored.

Hannah, Seth and I walked over to Jimmy John’s and got some sweeeet sammiches. By the time we had walked back to the house I had forgotten about mine…so it was pretty exciting when I found it in my purse. Then I talked to some of Morven’s friends when they got home from the bar. Turns out I knew her friend Ben indirectly through this girl Layla that I worked with at the lake. Small world.  Then Morv puked in the sink.

I”m really excited about tomorrow. I”m going to the bookstore to buy some books, and I have to do homework. That’s it. A great day off. I totally love having Sundays off. I hope that continues. And I’m looking forward to cartoons next Saturday. What a great week! Beginning to end. I have a hair appointment this week too. Yay! I think I want to put black in my hair…and I can’t decide..keep growing it out or go shorter…thoughts?? What else what else…. class class class. But exciting class. My yoga class on Tuesdays is soo sweet. I feel like I have learned so much already. Oh yeah..and the classes actually in my major are pretty sweet too. Someone Still Loves You Boris Yeltzin and Scouts play this week at Mojo’s. That will be fun stuff! Hannah and I had so much fun at the last show. I love Hannah. She’s so shy and quiet but secretly goofy…it was so fun to see how much fun she was having at the last show.

Alright Alright Alright…off to bed!!

So I’ve been thinking a little bit about a lot of everything…and its about time I kinda vented. Wrong word. Myeh…hmm…err…wrote some stuff down. There. Simple as that. Not venting. Just thinking to myself outloud. Without opinion/input of others…because that just adds to the  equation that is my thoughts.

• I’m cold  a lot. Both in a literal and metaphorical sense. My house is freezing. I’m always wearing dumb robes and sweaters and sweatpants and blankets and i never want to get out of bed. My mom thinks I’m too irresponsible for a space heater…and she’s right. I leave my CHI on all the time. Thats not good.
• Sometimes I don’t listen to really really good music just because I was listened to an opposite, yet, equally good album at the exact same time. But then like a month later when I get sick of that band I can just listen to the one I forgot about. Its awesome. I rediscovered “in a safe place” by the album leaf and “peel slowly and see” by the velvet underground this week. treasures.
• i’m a fuckin nerd. but i like to laugh at myself so its kinda convenient.
• I’ve changed so much in the past couple years but when I’m by myself I catch myself thinking the same things I’ve always thought about certain ideas, issues, etc. Sometimes rewarding, sometimes wtf.
• I spend too much time on the internet.
• My days and nights are horribly mixed up. Serious note.
• I should spend more time by myself. But like…with phone, facebook, myspace, twitter, stumbleUpon, wwtdd.com, and TLC or VH1 or Bravo all off. If that’s possible.
• The other day when I was walking to class I dind’t know what to do with my hands. I felt awkward.
• Tonight I waved goodbye to one of my tables. They felt awkward.
• I have some really badass friends and I think I forget that sometimes.
• I really want to go to Lawrence to see E and J for E’s 2nd birthday.

• I miss Angie and Lauren. The two sisters I know the least who have the strongest influence on who I am today. Or at least I think.

I ordered Pickleman’s tonight. It was soooo good. The delivery guy (the pickle-man?) was so cold and I felt really sorry for him. I was so tired from work tonight. I seriously don’t know why I’m up. I think it is just because I know I can sleep late tomorrow and it will be jussst fiiiine because it is Saturday. I miss Saturday cartoons. Like, Looney Toons. Not Tiny Toons. Gahd how do you spell looney tunes? luney toons? They used to spell it right before the show. I was right the first time.

Okay…thats enough for tonight. I”m distracted.