So I’ve been thinking a little bit about a lot of everything…and its about time I kinda vented. Wrong word. Myeh…hmm…err…wrote some stuff down. There. Simple as that. Not venting. Just thinking to myself outloud. Without opinion/input of others…because that just adds to the  equation that is my thoughts.

  • I’m cold  a lot. Both in a literal and metaphorical sense. My house is freezing. I’m always wearing dumb robes and sweaters and sweatpants and blankets and i never want to get out of bed. My mom thinks I’m too irresponsible for a space heater…and she’s right. I leave my CHI on all the time. Thats not good.
  • Sometimes I don’t listen to really really good music just because I was listened to an opposite, yet, equally good album at the exact same time. But then like a month later when I get sick of that band I can just listen to the one I forgot about. Its awesome. I rediscovered “in a safe place” by the album leaf and “peel slowly and see” by the velvet underground this week. treasures.
  • i’m a fuckin nerd. but i like to laugh at myself so its kinda convenient.
  • I’ve changed so much in the past couple years but when I’m by myself I catch myself thinking the same things I’ve always thought about certain ideas, issues, etc. Sometimes rewarding, sometimes wtf.
  • I spend too much time on the internet.
  • My days and nights are horribly mixed up. Serious note.
  • I should spend more time by myself. But like…with phone, facebook, myspace, twitter, stumbleUpon, wwtdd.com, and TLC or VH1 or Bravo all off. If that’s possible.
  • The other day when I was walking to class I dind’t know what to do with my hands. I felt awkward.
  • Tonight I waved goodbye to one of my tables. They felt awkward.
  • I have some really badass friends and I think I forget that sometimes.
  • I really want to go to Lawrence to see E and J for E’s 2nd birthday.
  • I miss Angie and Lauren. The two sisters I know the least who have the strongest influence on who I am today. Or at least I think.

I ordered Pickleman’s tonight. It was soooo good. The delivery guy (the pickle-man?) was so cold and I felt really sorry for him. I was so tired from work tonight. I seriously don’t know why I’m up. I think it is just because I know I can sleep late tomorrow and it will be jussst fiiiine because it is Saturday. I miss Saturday cartoons. Like, Looney Toons. Not Tiny Toons. Gahd how do you spell looney tunes? luney toons? They used to spell it right before the show. I was right the first time.

Okay…thats enough for tonight. I”m distracted.